Recap on the bucket list! :)

So this is going to be a quick blog, to show you what I have checked off on my list of things todo! Its been a busy and fun summer!! But I sure have been working my butt off, haven't had a lot of time to blog or get everything on here done... But believe me I will be finishing this list! Maybe not all in one summer! But I will get it done by the end of this year! That is a PROMISE! I will up load all my pictures soon! I'm having a few problems with that but I will share with you the things I have done over the summer!! :) 

Here's a list of 50 things I plan to do over the summer!

1. Write a letter to a distant relative.(This one still makes me sad!!)
2. Take a Road Trip.(Took a few! But the one over the 4th was the best)
3. Go to a Rangers game.
4. Start Photography.
5. Make a 7 corse meal.
6. Compare a book to a movie.
7. Write a Poem.
8. Learn about something interesting.
9. Bake some cookies with a new recipe.
10. Learn to drive a boat.(Very beg of summer)
11. Take a pottery class.
12. Do some community service.
13. Research my family tree.
14. Take a walk and record the sounds.
15. Make sure I blog everyday. (I have def. failed this one) 
16. Put together a puzzle and frame it.
17. Go backpacking for a weekend.
18. Float on a river.(Comal in Austin TX)
19. Go to the Zoo for the first time.(In FL) 
20. Teach myself a foreign language.
21. Start to recycle.
22. Raise money for a small charity.
23. Attend a concert.(The Wheeler Brothers coming home)
24. Read a new book series.
25. Go to a Museum.
26. Have a Garage Sale(Had it with my sis)
27. Go to the beach.(A lil beach outside of ATX)
28. Tye-Dye a bunch of clothes.
29. Make homemade ice cream.. mmm with peaches! 
30. Do a scavenger hunt.
31. Go camping.
32. Learn to play chess.
33. Swim with dolphins.
34. Vegetarian for a week.
35. Finish a painting.
36. Train for a marathon.
37. Watch a new TV series.(TeenWolf)
38. Spend all day in the movie theater.
39. Get a new tattoo and piercing. (My dermal on my chest..#2 to come shortly)
40. Sew a T-shirt Blanket.
41. Have a mathon of black n white movies.
42. Host a rootbeer float party.
43. Find a new hobby. (Scentsy is AMAZING)
44. Decorate my new place.
45. Play the lottery. (Never WIN)
46. Mentor at the boys and girls club.
47. Learn to wakeboard.
48. Go on a cruise.
49. Paint my dresser. (Actually Jalenn is doing this one for me)
50. Handmake something.

I will be taken pictures of all of these and posting them to check them off.

I encourage others to do this!! :) 

#2 on the road again!! :)

So I took a road trip- I went from San Angelo to Austin back to Lubbock to Dallas!! 

It was a Blast, and I plan to do another trip soon!! We are starting to plan my birthday TRIP!! 

WHOOP WHOOP 

I haven't been blogging very much lately!! And It makes me a little sad but it couldn't

LOGIN for the life of me! 

Here's a list of 50 things I plan to do over the summer!

1. Write a letter to a distant relative.
2. Take a Road Trip
3. Go to a Rangers game.
4. Start Photography.
5. Make a 7 corse meal.
6. Compare a book to a movie.
7. Write a Poem.
8. Learn about something interesting.
9. Bake some cookies with a new recipe.
10. Learn to drive a boat.
11. Take a pottery class.
12. Do some community service.
13. Research my family tree.
14. Take a walk and record the sounds.
15. Make sure I blog everyday.
16. Put together a puzzle and frame it.
17. Go backpacking for a weekend.
18. Float on a river.
19. Go to the Zoo for the first time.
20. Teach myself a foreign language.
21. Start to recycle.
22. Raise money for a small charity.
23. Attend a concert.
24. Read a new book series.
25. Go to a Museum.
26. Have a Garage Sale
27. Go to the beach.
28. Tye-Dye a bunch of clothes.
29. Make homemade ice cream.. mmm with peaches! 
30. Do a scavenger hunt.
31. Go camping.
32. Learn to play chess.
33. Swim with dolphins.
34. Vegetarian for a week.
35. Finish a painting.
36. Train for a marathon.
37. Watch a new TV series.
38. Spend all day in the movie theater.
39. Get a new tattoo and piercing.
40. Sew a T-shirt Blanket.
41. Have a mathon of black n white movies.
42. Host a rootbeer float party.
43. Find a new hobby.
44. Decorate my new place.
45. Play the lottery.
46. Mentor at the boys and girls club.
47. Learn to wakeboard.
48. Go on a cruise.
49. Paint my dresser.
50. Handmake something.

I will be taken pictures of all of these and posting them to check them off.

I encourage others to do this!! :) 

Gunnar Layne

So these last few days have been hard on everyone, 

everyone has lost someone close to them

A Son

A Brother

A Uncle

A Cousin

A Friend

Wesley Dorman you will be deeply missed.

We love you and Miss you!!

But on a better note, Gunnar has gotten to spend the entire day with me...

And he is having a blast I'm sure this was the best way to get his mind off of everything..

I'll be posting a few pics later tonight!

But Im going to try and rest while this little busy body is napping! :) 

Oh how I love him! 

Just a Quote I came across!! :)

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. 

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. 

It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us most. 

We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and famous?' 

Actually, who are you not to be? 

You are a child of God. 

Your playing small does not serve the world. 

There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that people won't feel insecure around you. 

We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. 

It's not just in some of us; it's in all of us. 

And when we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. 

As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others! 

#37 watch a new TV series... or 2! :)

So #37... Watch a New TV series! I think I'll watch 2 :) I started watching TEENWOLF on MTV I think it's going to be a good show, Also I added THE GATE to my NETFLIX tonight so we will see how that one goes!! :) Defiantly trying to get caught up on my blogging!! 

Here's a list of 50 things I plan to do over the summer!

1. Write a letter to a distant relative.
2. Take A road trip.
3. Go to a Rangers game.
4. Start Photography.
5. Make a 7 corse meal.
6. Compare a book to a movie.
7. Write a Poem.
8. Learn about something interesting.
9. Bake some cookies with a new recipe.
10. Learn to drive a boat.
11. Take a pottery class.
12. Do some community service.
13. Research my family tree.
14. Take a walk and record the sounds.
15. Make sure I blog everyday.
16. Put together a puzzle and frame it.
17. Go backpacking for a weekend.
18. Float on a river.
19. Go to the Zoo for the first time.
20. Teach myself a foreign language.
21. Start to recycle.
22. Raise money for a small charity.
23. Attend a concert.
24. Read a new book series.
25. Go to a Museum.
26. Have a Garage Sale
27. Go to the beach.
28. Tye-Dye a bunch of clothes.
29. Make homemade ice cream.. mmm with peaches! 
30. Do a scavenger hunt.
31. Go camping.
32. Learn to play chess.
33. Swim with dolphins.
34. Vegetarian for a week.
35. Finish a painting.
36. Train for a marathon.
37. Watch a new TV series.
38. Spend all day in the movie theater.
39. Get a new tattoo and piercing.
40. Sew a T-shirt Blanket.
41. Have a mathon of black n white movies.
42. Host a rootbeer float party.
43. Find a new hobby.
44. Decorate my new place.
45. Play the lottery.
46. Mentor at the boys and girls club.
47. Learn to wakeboard.
48. Go on a cruise.
49. Paint my dresser.
50. Handmake something.

I will be taken pictures of all of these and posting them to check them off.

I encourage others to do this!! :) 

#1 Write a letter to a distant relative.

So I haven't had much time to blog so.. I'm going to have to catch up b/c on my list of things todo this summer was to blog everyday!! Lets recap on my list... I just got finished writing a letter to Johnathan W. Dorman! It was suppose to be to a distant relative, but he is like a brother to me. For those of you who don't know him very well... he is a changed person, and he is proof that people can change... Proof that people can completely do a 360 and turn their lives around! I love him dearly and glad that I started writing him! 

Im ging to change the color of the things on my list that I have done.

Here's a list of 50 things I plan to do over the summer!

1. Write a letter to a distant relative.
2. Take A road trip.
3. Go to a Rangers game.
4. Start Photography.
5. Make a 7 corse meal.
6. Compare a book to a movie.
7. Write a Poem.
8. Learn about something interesting.
9. Bake some cookies with a new recipe.
10. Learn to drive a boat.
11. Take a pottery class.
12. Do some community service.
13. Research my family tree.
14. Take a walk and record the sounds.
15. Make sure I blog everyday.
16. Put together a puzzle and frame it.
17. Go backpacking for a weekend.
18. Float on a river.
19. Go to the Zoo for the first time.
20. Teach myself a foreign language.
21. Start to recycle.
22. Raise money for a small charity.
23. Attend a concert.
24. Read a new book series.
25. Go to a Museum.
26. Have a Garage Sale
27. Go to the beach.
28. Tye-Dye a bunch of clothes.
29. Make homemade ice cream.. mmm with peaches! 
30. Do a scavenger hunt.
31. Go camping.
32. Learn to play chess.
33. Swim with dolphins.
34. Vegetarian for a week.
35. Finish a painting.
36. Train for a marathon.
37. Watch a new TV series.
38. Spend all day in the movie theater.
39. Get a new tattoo and piercing.
40. Sew a T-shirt Blanket.
41. Have a mathon of black n white movies.
42. Host a rootbeer float party.
43. Find a new hobby.
44. Decorate my new place.
45. Play the lottery.
46. Mentor at the boys and girls club.
47. Learn to wakeboard.
48. Go on a cruise.
49. Paint my dresser.
50. Handmake something.

I will be taken pictures of all of these and posting them to check them off.

I encourage others to do this!! :) 

blah

So my phone was turned off today, and I'm kind of enjoying it! No hassle or annoying people calling me... if I want to talk to anyone I find away to call them! And I don't even feel like being on the computer! :) So this is my blog today! :)

Music = Love

When you came to me with your bad dreams and your fears 

It was easy to see that you'd been crying Seems like everywhere you turn catastrophe it reigns 

But who really profits from the dying

I could hold you in my arms

I could hold you forever

I could hold you in my arms

I could hold you in my arms forever 

When you kissed my lips with my mouth so full of questions

It's my worried mind that you quiet 

Place your hands on my face 

Close my eyes and say 

Love is a poor man's food 

Don't prophesize 

I could hold you in my arms 

I could hold you forever 

And I could hold you in my arms 

I could hold you forever 

So now we see how it is 

This fist begets the spear 

Weapons of war 

Symptoms of madness 

Don't let your eyes refuse to see 

Don't let your ears refuse to hear 

Or you ain't never going to shake this sense of sadness 

I could hold you in my arms 

I could hold on forever 

And I could hold you in my arms 

I could hold forever --- 

RAY LAMONTAGNE

SuMmEr TiMe FuN!!

Here's a list of 50 things I plan to do over the summer!

1. Write a letter to a distant relative.
2. Take A road trip.
3. Go to a Rangers game.
4. Start Photography.
5. Make a 7 corse meal.
6. Compare a book to a movie.
7. Write a Poem.
8. Learn about something interesting.
9. Bake some cookies with a new recipe.
10. Learn to drive a boat.
11. Take a pottery class.
12. Do some community service.
13. Research my family tree.
14. Take a walk and record the sounds.
15. Make sure I blog everyday.
16. Put together a puzzle and frame it.
17. Go backpacking for a weekend.
18. Float on a river.
19. Go to the Zoo for the first time.
20. Teach myself a foreign language.
21. Start to recycle.
22. Raise money for a small charity.
23. Attend a concert.
24. Read a new book series.
25. Go to a Museum.
26. Have a Garage Sale
27. Go to the beach.
28. Tye-Dye a bunch of clothes.
29. Make homemade ice cream.. mmm with peaches! 
30. Do a scavenger hunt.
31. Go camping.
32. Learn to play chess.
33. Swim with dolphins.
34. Vegetarian for a week.
35. Finish a painting.
36. Train for a marathon.
37. Watch a new TV series.
38. Spend all day in the movie theater.
39. Get a new tattoo and piercing.
40. Sew a T-shirt Blanket.
41. Have a mathon of black n white movies.
42. Host a rootbeer float party.
43. Find a new hobby.
44. Decorate my new place.
45. Play the lottery.
46. Mentor at the boys and girls club.
47. Learn to wakeboard.
48. Go on a cruise.
49. Paint my dresser.
50. Handmake something.

I will be taken pictures of all of these and posting them to check them off.

I encourage others to do this!! :) 

My Look-A-Like

Tell me what you think... 

do you agree with everyone else when they say this is my twin! :) 

Be Strong

The past month has me spinning.

Right-Left-Up-Down

Testing my emotions is something I am unfamiliar with.

I don't typically wrestle with them to protect myself.

I tend to take my emotions out of things.

I relentlessly store them away in hopes that I won't have to "soften"

or feel pain. I am a constant victim of my past and dwell on what could 

go wrong with every single situation.

In a way is it my defense mechanism.

Another way for me to maintain complete control over my future.

If I have learned one thing this week,

it is that a life worth living involves taken risks.

BIG risks.

When it comes to matters of the heart, I tend to run in the opposite direction.

Just knowing that something could not work out or that I could 

get my heartbroken is enough for me to resist it with all that I have.

I've played it safe most of my life, or tired. 

But I am starting to figure out that I will never truly "feel" if I don't take a chance on things. 

I have been told to "Let Go" and see what happens one million times in life.

We weren't put on this earth to run from our fears and play it safe.

In order for something great to happen, you have to give it a chance to.

No one have ever won anything sitting on the sidelines.

-So here is to the future, for taken risks and letting go-

Isaiah 41:10

So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God.

I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand