PiNg-PoNg

The last few things have been written to make sense of this whirlwind I call my life. 

A time for me to sink my teeth into everything and get to the core of my purpose here.

Over the last few days, I feel immersed in a game of ping pong with "optimism" as my opponent. 

Life has given me challenges at work and in my relationships with others consistently this week, 

but for some reason i keep being "served" a dose of 'optimism".

I feel such a sense of calm. 

relief. 

tranquility. 

A state where the optimism is winning, but I am okay with it. 

perhaps talking with loved ones have pushed me to finally believing in myself 

and i recognize the opportunities that surround me.

 I am feeling rather sanguine about it all really. 

For I know I am not alone in this struggle to find myself. 

My niche. 

My passion.